Life as it comes..

The growing traffic in the otherwise beautiful city of Bangalore ,can take a toll on most of the already stressed people out there. Today I had a long drive to reach to some place and as usual got stuck in almost all the traffic points considering my luck is extremely favourable to me !!!! At the beginning i was very irked and acting too impatient ,but as i proceeded i started noticing one thing ,that traffic jams can actually be a nice place to dedicate to yourself some"me-time" or on some of the important issues of your life which needs your time and patient analysing. The hyper horns blowing your ears off can be considered as warning signals for the issues you've neglected. So today's traffic proved to be a blessing in disguise for me. I had ample time to analyse my recent behaviour/attitude changes .I had time to differentiate between the good and not-so-good decisions i had recently taken. I had time to think of ways/solutions to certain petty problems. I...

just this word can evoke more than one feelings in us.....music is one of the most common ways people choose to de-stress......it can be defined in many ways ...as science of harmonical sounds ,an art form whose medium is sound ,melody and so on... If we look up our history ,then according to the vedic scriptures of Hindu tradition music ,a part of Samaveda has originated from "om"kara (pranava), directly giving music -the power of the divine. Music takes different meanings in each person's life .For some it is pursued just as a hobby ,for some it is their passion and for some it is their very "life" . Music is differentiated from noise as anything which is pleasing to our ears but ,as "beauty lies in the eyes of the beholder", i would go on to say that "music lies in the ears of the beholder" !! And if u quite observe ,you would find music in everything that surrounds you....there is music in a child's cry, in a dog's whine ,i...

how i wish it rains again  and takes away with it all my pain.. how i wish i could tell you that just few drops of your love could give me wings like that of a free flying dove... how i wish i could remind you of that passionate kiss which together sealed our lips the one ,where my heart's beat had given a miss the one because of which i thought our relation was for keeps.... that scintillating smell of you , which still makes me go crazy for you .. how i wish it wouldn't remind me of you and again make me feel so blue... those soft whispers you did in my ears, i could give up everyone to be forever yours when through my body traveled your heavy breath i could surrender myself even to death..... how i wish you would take me back into your cocoon and wrap me safely in your strong arms how i wish i could whisper back in your ears and tell you that i still love u and for you could wait for years.......... wrote it just lik...

Well i don't know whether this may apply to everybody or can be made a generalised statement but i feel that as and when a person starts looking at each thing/situation too critically he starts to have a lot of inhibitions in himself fearing that he or his actions too may be analysed in the same way ......this maybe a blessing in disguise to watch our behaviour sometimes but harmful if it is coming in our way to simple pleasures and stress outlets of our lives...... so here are some things which are totally O.K to do ! : sing hyper-loudly in your bathroom (even if you are a girl !!) ,just don't try moon-walking :) to cry out when you feel like to hate something which the entire world seems to be loving ! to watch any program on t.v. which you like even though your acquaintances may dislike it ! (after all there is something called "creative Independence " !) to be politically incorrect to not know anything about somethings ...[ignorance can be bliss !!:) ...

Well today was just cleaning my shelf & while discarding some  unwanted papers , i found a very old photograph of mine.That photo succeeded in bringing an instant smile on my face .I couldn't help but laugh at my sense of style back then -an orange round neck t-shirt totally not complementing my blue denim short skirt, a shoddy bobbed hair cut ,a pair of brown slippers , a dull white pearl chain & eye shades (which i think was a free gift for purchasing bournvita !) were my accessories & not to forget the sheepish look which i wore !! ........... I suddenly decided to get all those old albums  & go in a rewind mode .[or rather just wanted to keep the fun going ;) ] And i should tell you that it was one of the best decisions I've taken in my life ! So there i was looking at the "1yr old me" deep in sleep , "3yr old me" safely seated between "my daddy strongest" and my "very cute mamma" ,a "5yr old me" and ...

Yesterday i was eating an ice-cream and suddenly got lost in an ocean of memories.............. I suddenly had become the 6-yr old kid i used to be. I slowly started remembering and feeling the immense joy that a 5 rs. ice-candy could give ! The spurge of happiness that the candy-man's cycle bells could set in me..... In just one moment i seemed to be feeling them all - the happy feeling in a 50p "melody" ,the secure feeling in holding papa's hands ,the warm feeling of mamma's hug & the "proud Lil brat" feeling around anna.......and somewhere down there more than feeling i had started to yearn for them all......... Now that I've quite grown up, I wonder of so many things , that how we have become so busy that we can't even afford those weekend family trips to our favourite nearby grocery store , how we have no time for simple gestures like a hug ! ,how a 200rs. fancy named ice-cream in a posh ice-cream parlour still can't replace ...

Its a weird thing ,how life can suddenly take a turn ,for the better or for worse....... You wouldn't have realised something essential till then and suddenly it becomes too late to do so......a flash of lightning ,and you may realise everything in one moment too !! Your calm face and still body need not necessarily show the swarm of thoughts buzzing in your mind .Those strange thoughts in an even stranger mind slowly start meaning something .You start deciphering them ,searching answers for little-little questions that arise .Those answers take you deep inside yourself ,each of them not completely satisfying nor completely false. You are left in a bizarre illusion .You sometimes even completely don't recognize yourself deep down there .That striking reflection of yours looks familiar but does not replicate your thoughts ,your priorities ......It is your earlier pure self which is safely hidden from that outer world ,and more importantly from a person it does not now reco...