twists n turns

Its a weird thing ,how life can suddenly take a turn ,for the better or for worse.......

You wouldn't have realised something essential till then and suddenly it becomes too late to do so......a flash of lightning ,and you may realise everything in one moment too !!

Your calm face and still body need not necessarily show the swarm of thoughts buzzing in your mind .Those strange thoughts in an even stranger mind slowly start meaning something .You start deciphering them ,searching answers for little-little questions that arise .Those answers take you deep inside yourself ,each of them not completely satisfying nor completely false. You are left in a bizarre illusion .You sometimes even completely don't recognize yourself deep down there .That striking reflection of yours looks familiar but does not replicate your thoughts ,your priorities ......It is your earlier pure self which is safely hidden from that outer world ,and more importantly from a person it does not now recognize -YOU .
You now wonder to yourself as to why those things which happened actually happened...!? Why did you let it affect you when you could have embraced the other option you had......The questions keep falling out of the sack when you slowly start feeling lighter ,you slowly find yourself submerging with your reflection.,you slowly find yourself getting answered to all your queries ,you slowly find yourself coming out more clean and experienced from a past and far left behind life...............