Life as it comes..

This weekend was the most boring of all weekends but at the same time I enjoyed it too... How ? do you ask ?? Well I did what I am best at doing - S L E E P !! I spent almost my entire day sleeping and boy! what sweet heaven it is ! I remember dreaming multiple dreams and that's when I realized that ,be it Orgasms or dreams ,women are just pros when it comes to MULTI-tasking ! :) :) Sleep is like the ultimate solution to every problem in this world I feel .. Have a fight ? sleep .Have a head-ache ? sleep . Feeling bored ? sleep. Have nothing to do ? sleep. Feeling tired ? sleep. Want to relax ? sleep. Lot of assignments to do and dont know where to start from ? sleep !!! And the best part is that after you get up you are always feeling better and that is a guaranteed result . And so after reaping the awesome results of sleeping way too much (even to the point of feeling drugged !) ,my weekend ended with me going back to sleep in the night feeling like Waheeda Rehman and ho

I saw you that day sitting opposite me ,when I was sitting all alone ... I was lonely that day , feeling left out , feeling betrayed .......and you smiled a re-assuring smile at me. I don't know how but it worked on me .  I felt the warm vibes of your smile and the cold feeling in me was gone.    Today I'm back in the same place ..  I feel lonely , I feel cheated , I am scared ... Very scared of everything in the world ......  I want to cry out ... till my tears dry up .. I dont know who to believe .. I dont know whether I should be believing also or not . I am paranoid of coming out of my shell . I want to stay in my hiding . I am searching for you over here ... I wore the same shirt as that day so that you could recognize me . If you are near by , please come and sit opposite me ..                            If you are near by please share you smile with me ..................... P.S : till then this is the only song revolving in my head :   Laakh duniya ka

Butterflies , those colourful species of insects which exhibit utmost grace , stand synonym with freedom ,happiness and at the least are charming and pleasing to just look at. I have always liked butterflies because I somehow relate to it and to please me ,all these astrology books write that a girl with my zodiac replicates a butterfly's characteristic ! fancy huh ? ;) But agreeing by cliches i still find it true . I am the same way in person .. I belong to everybody and yet to nobody. I mingle , I talk with almost the entire world, I am the social butterfly yet I am happiest when alone. Each one who has met me have this perception that they know me truly or completely but only I can tell how wrong each one has understood me . Butterflies are supposed to be messengers of heaven. Whisper your wishes in their ears and they take it up to God , people would tell. They are brave for they can see a better future for themselves even when they are just caterpillars. They live fo

 It was just 35 days that i came out of my mother's cozy womb to see a huge world in front of me .I was just 35 days old when i was adopted by a family ,just 35 beautiful days with my mother and then I was separated from her.                                         The new world where I was taken to had all the love but it did not come from whom I expected it - my mother . They provided me soft blankets to sleep on but it wasn't as soft as my mom's fur under which I snuggled . They provided  me milk from a blue and white packet but it tasted so weird all of a sudden ! They pampered me n patted me but i missed how my mom licked my face and extra love was when she bit my ears . Today ,its been 8 years since i saw her and I still miss her .I don't know if she is even alive or how old she would have become. I am quite sure I'll never see her again but today I heard my sis wish our mom a happy mother's day and so I want to tell the same to my mom , wherever she

I learn I inspire I see I smile I flip I observe I want I dream I fly I fall I crawl I cry I seek I sway I lose I sleep I run I hide I hurt I beg I like I dislike I hear I relax I hope I listen I disguise I love I dance I discover I survive I laugh I pose I giggle I fake I snuggle I wriggle I scowl I bore I hate I promise I believe I wish I do I pity I pray I try I give I breathe I rhyme I curse I take I comfort I suffocate I want I tear I forgive I yearn I forget I humm I fight I fret I sweat I burn I think I write I say I lie I defend I regret I freeze I sneak I shout I know I conquer I live I ...............