Life as it comes..

sending ..... sending ..... sending .....sending failed. unable  to send . Notice :" Dear customer, you have sent 5 SMS today.As per instructions  from the Government Regulatory ,only 5 SMS can be sent per day ". Now all of us " tech-savvy " people or in simple words the mobile addicts  already experienced this situation in just a day's matter and it took this extreme step by the government to curb a situation which was well in their hands and a step so extreme for even the rather un-interested and ignorant public to sit up and take a  look at the matter carefully !! Till a few days back ,calling the North Eastern fellow Indians as "Chinks" or "Minks" and believing them to be of China,Japan , Korea or any other nation except India was the biggest badgering done to them ,but the recent violence which crossed its borders to even physical violence ,that too done to them in their own homeland is an event which will go down in the...

I ,as many of you others ,grew up watching the advertisements of vicco turmeric ayurvedic cream and ponds beauty cream which mainly served their purpose as moisturising creams  . I always knew that ours was a racist country but more than that a hypocritical nation . I call it hypocritical because ours is a nation which accuses other countries of being racist ,of harassing people belonging to darker shade of colour but back home what we witness is not the model "melting pot " nation which Nehru dreamed of but just  a nation busy in planning the marketting and sales of its various fairness products !! Back then fairness and beauty products were meant and made for women but slowly with the rise of the metrosexual man ,the trend shifted and now we see a whole range of  fairness products made exclusively for men. When did the "tall-dark-handsome" stereotype  for men change to "tall-fair-handsome" ??? And fortunately or unfortunately ,seconding the o...

I have seriously  lost count of the number of times I frequent this place ,that too this particular outlet of the 72 outlets in entire India - Crossword ,  J.P.Nagar . It is undoubtedly one of my favourite places in namma beautiful bengaluru for numerous reasons and the main one being that it is a book store.As the saying goes " wear the old coat and buy the new book " ....  Books are to me as drugs are to a drug addict and the very smell of it attracts me and the book world fascinates me like wonderland did to Alice and leaves me spell-bound each time i pick up a book and the feeling is as brand new as it was for the very first of books, be it ' Famous five ' , ' Noddy ' ,  ' bed-time stories' or ' Tinkle '  that I read . Secondly,its the ambience of this place which is so inviting and cozy that any person who visits this place wouldnt definitely come out within few minutes of entering unless he came in to ask for directions to the neare...

Has it ever happened to you ? That suddenly you realize that the world you were living in was a fake one, the people surrounding you ,the promises made, the consoling, the relations you made spending so much time on it ,the happiness you thought you had  finally achieved . In short , Everything ,and how much ever you pinch yourself or slap yourself, it doesnt change, thereby confirming that it isn't any of your usual nightmares either . So there you are totally wounded and bruised from the latest punch on your emotion and you just sit back alone trying to wonder how or why  you let someone affect you so much ? Why you readily became the emotional fool when you so well knew of the future outcomes !! Why you force yourself to believe that even grey is white enough in your life filled with melancholy black . Why you sober up to someone's sugar talks and ignore your mind's burgeoning warnings that everybody warms up to you only for a reason and none will last even for a se...

I am fine . . . . . . . but I'm not , Its okay . . . . . . . . . .  but Its not ! I hate it when you dont understand me I hate it when you so easily buy my lies , that i dont care . . . . . . . I hate it when you give up on me I hate the fact that you cant make out --- that the only reason I fight with you , is because I want you to pamper me the only reason I act jealous and possessive is because in the pretext of clarifying you will talk to me the only reason I upset you is so that I can cuddle you back to normal the only reason I go overboard is because I dont want things between us to be formal ! I hate the fact that you get bored so easily while I wake up nights just to listen to you I hate the fact that you forget me soon when all I do is remember you I hate the fact that you treat my feelings , more  as a burden And I hate it when you get miffed with me , all of a sudden I hate it when you're gone for long I hate to miss you for I'm ...

I'm a moody person which at times makes me behave in abnormal ways and sometimes to the extent that i start feeling like I'm the latest victim of a "bi-polar disorder" or "obsessive compulsive disorder"! Now, back to the topic , about my mood swings , they have the same affect on me as a hypnotiser would on his rather hopeful patient !! .. I mean they are mostly not under my control and the outcomes are not always good . An interesting observation that I made in this rather serious condition of mine [ ;) ] is that  these varied moods are more like the seasons both in their time spans and essence . There are days when I wake up in a mood soo sunny that I feel that others might have to use their flash to click a pic and that pessimists have to watch their steps or they might turn to looking at the brighter side of things when I'm around !!! I get a feeling that I can take on the world ,dont feel sad for even the rudest comment hurled at me ,look...

Yesterday I went for a walk at the nearby lake and I can say it was beautiful! 'It' here refers to the lake, the feeling of walking by it, the plain sight of it... For me , the most beautiful thing about this lake is that it is not stagnant and the water is in light but continuous and elegant movement ,more like it is walking along with you as you try to converse with it . Stagnancy somehow depresses me and however lazy I might be I'm definitely not inactive. Flowing water on the other hand ,reassures me that 'nothing is permanent' ,a saying which I always say to myself when I'm at rock bottom and which somehow balances out everything . Water invites you and compels you to look at your reflection and what you see may not always please you .The person you see there might not be the person you want to be and that just leaves your eyes flowing ,adding 2 or more drops to the lake.... Well that did not happen to me yesterday because for a change I ...